LeighGionaire wrote:
The only irony I see on this thread is so called lefties bemoaning the fact that Damo won't voluntarily become a wage slave. If he genuinely does volunteer work what makes that work less valuable to society then stacking shelves in a supermarket?
Absolutely spot on!
My voluntary work is valued by a number of respectable people in society. I’d have to say that the highlight of my voluntary work so far was the smiles on fellow rap artist faces when I arranged for they music to be played on BBC raw talent. Now there’s a chance that on the back of that they could be on the BBC Intro stage at Leeds fest. However it is a team where I volunteer and the CEO is close to closing a negotiation which will see them same artist rap at Bestival. Rob Da Bank like’s my dancing so there’s half a chance I could be the resident radio dancer for the festival.
Now I don’t just pop up at the organisation when good things are happening. Last year I helped refurbish the building by lending my hand. I have done the tea round a couple of times. Heck last year I even helped co-host the stall that we had at the breeze youth festivals. I also empty bins.
On top of all that I do a regular blog which has won an award.
Another thing I just want to confirm that when I was diagnosed with Aspergers a couple of years ago I had a breakdown. When I left school I wanted to work in travel and tourism so I pursued that career by studying a couple of BTEC’s at college which I passed with distinction and merits. After college I ended up working abroad and it really wasn’t for me. I think my autism pretty much explains why a career in that industry wasn’t realistic for me. It was a nice thought though.
Funnily enough I’m still in touch with someone (well a few people) who I worked abroad with and he had a grandson with the same condition as myself. His grandson wanted to work with his granddad but the type of working environment that we was in wasn’t suitable for people with Aspergers. I’m aware that Cronus worked in that industry and it’ll be interesting to know if he came across many people with my disability working abroad. I’m sure he’ll have the odd antidote to support his hatred towards me as there’s always exceptional cases.
If I’d got diagnosed at a young age I would have never had gone down the misguided paths that I’ve gone down on. I’d probably finished university by now and had a degree behind me.
But here I am and despite all the s**t I’ve had to endure over the years, I wouldn’t change it for the world because it’s made me the person that I am today. I could be going back into education (university this time) to pursue a career in the creative industries where I have thrived and will continue to thrive if I remain focused. But in the meantime the whole unemployment process is hard to ignore and I have often wondered if I’ll survive this year if my circumstances don’t change soon.
So people should feel free to criticise me at every opportunity that they get. It is a public forum and I can take such criticism. But what I find hard to take is years of unemployment and every visit to the job centre still overwhelms anything good I try to do.
I take some responsibility for the situation that I’m in but not full responsibility. After all I can’t control what society gives me. But people in society could work to give me something just a little bit better than unemployment.
I also want to add that there is one person on RLFANS who offered me work that I turned down. And before people ask it wasn’t from Sal. The reason why I turned that worked down is between me and that person who would not use his engagement with me as some kind of ammunition to attack me on these forums. Plus I don't want to get dragged into another debate with people who will probably now use this ammunition without knowing the full facts.
Finally anyone can deconstruct this comment at their peril. Alternatively people could try and help my situation by sending me a PM with offers of how you can help. However I’m fully aware that this is a forum and not some one stop website where the unemployed will be flooded with offers of work. A lot of us including myself come here to enjoy the company and musing of fellow rugby league fans. Some people stopped enjoying my comments ages ago and now have me on ignore which I fully understand and respect. At the end of the day I don’t even enjoy the stuff that I write at times so how could I expect others to..